I finally caved into legitimate music downloads today.
Sure, it’s something I’ve done before. I had a (very brief) go at iTunes when it first came out. I’d tried eMusic numerous times. I’ve bought tunes from Bleep. And, of course, I’ve bought stuff from musos that are having a go at distributing music themselves online.
Today was different though: I actually made a conscious decision to keep an eMusic account. I did so reluctantly, but it’s become clear that I simply can’t sustain the kind of volume of hard-copy music purchases that I had been making. Not that I’ll be stopping buying CDs and records altogether - far from it. I’ll explain why in a moment…
Some people ask me why I bother with bought downloads at all. I torrent stuff fairly regularly to sample new music, but I try to limit the amount of music that I illegally download and definitely avoid adding it to my permanent collection. I realise that in many cases the artist is unlikely to see much of what I’ve spent on a download (although whatever they get counts!) - but even more importantly I feel that if I don’t need to pay anything for the music I have, then the value of it is lessened. I like having an incentive to properly absorb an artist’s work, and the fact that I’ve spent money on a recording certainly makes me want to make sure that I’ve given it time and appreciated it. It also means that I’m not spoilt with a ridiculously huge library that I can take for granted.
Anyway, there I was somewhat reluctantly looking at my new eMusic account, but looking forward to hearing the music I now had access to. As 100 songs began their journey to my hard drive, something still wasn’t feeling right: I just couldn’t make myself feel like I was getting a good deal.
It doesn’t take a genius to talk about how digital music is devoid of artwork, liner notes, a colour scheme, a physical presence on your shelf and, obviously, some degree of sound quality (as negligible as this may be for some). Obvious as this might be, it’s definitely true.
Then a thought kind of drove home what I was feeling about buying digital music: if my experience with music is going to be limited to these rather blank and personality-less MP3 files (and their associated players), what will my kids’ experience of music be like as they grow up?
Background: when I was becoming aware of the world around me as a baby, my parents’ record collection and stereo fascinated me. When I was 5 years old my Dad was teaching me how to make mixtapes from vinyl. For many of my early years, I’d spend hours poring over the artwork for the albums they owned. I’d sit in the middle of the lounge room as the records played, looking at the liner notes. Even before I could read, I had a definite context for the recordings and what they were about. I knew what I liked. This was pretty formative in creating my fascination with music today.
Consider in contrast: what are our kids going to associate with music? A line in an iPod? An 100×100 graphic in iTunes? Some kind of lame animated HDTV interface attached to a media centre device? A kid just beginning to become aware of music can’t read any of these devices – an artist name isn’t going to be much use to them!
Really, I can’t help but wonder if music will be something quite different for the next generation, compared to what it was for us - their first few years are an extremely influential period of development, and I think this kind of difference in interaction with music will have its effects.
Taking it past the context of children, the same things that I experienced when I was a young are still true today. I like having a context for the music I listen to. I like it being an “object” – to have a tangible link with something that somebody created, to be listened to by people like me.
Writing all this, I can’t help but wonder if I’m just a fogey in the making. Obviously music is a small part of what life is about, but nonetheless I’m looking forward to sharing it with my kids when I have them, and it would be a shame if the allure is tainted by an over-simplification of the means by which it’s delivered.
It’s become pretty clear in my mind that I’ll be using digital music downloads purely as a means to curb the cost hit that I get with the volume of music I buy. I’ll still buy the real gems I enjoy on a hard-copy medium just to appreciate the full package, and I’ll definitely still enjoy spending a Saturday afternoon thumbing through the CD racks and the vinyl bins.
Who knows, maybe one day I’ll get to take my kids with me.